Next week Natalie...

Natalie will have to stay back for this trip. I am super sad about it, she is always the life of the party and we have so much fun with her. Since she made the cheer team she can't go with us. I FEEL SO BAD but she is really looking forward to her cheer camp. I am so excited for her and so proud of her for trying something new. She put her little heart all in this and has done great. She amazes me daily with the things she tries. I love it.

I hope everything goes perfect, you know my mind is racing with my "what if" problem or as Lauren calls it WCS. I can not help but worry. I worry if we are all hurt in an accident and Natalie is left here alone. What if she is in an accident and we are so far away. This is so hard for me to leave her and trust me I had the thought of telling her she can not be a cheerleader so we could take her. That just would not be fair. I could never hold my children back over something like this. Don't get me wrong if we were going to Hawaii or something I would be moving mountains to get here there.